Change

I dont think this post will be one train of thought, for my brain is all mixed up right now.

I do not understand life. I do not understand peoples choice's in how they handle life. I wish I did, but it is not my place to understand. I guess it just hurts too much to try to understand it. Maybe I care too much. Maybe I think too much, (which is highly possible).

Why are people so self-centered? Why would you hurt the people you love? There are so many questions that can go unanswered. It just isn't fair. I wish I could see the reasons...

Why would someone be hypocrite? Why would you choose anything or the people who love you?

People change. You never know how much, until you really see the person they have become. I have watched a few of my dear friends change before my eyes. Some for the better, others.... not so much. Its a shame. I hate watching someone say one thing than do another. Or just not give a care about God or friends. I'm not sure which irritates me more...

The worst thing is, you know they were raised better. And they choose to change. To become something that we used to make fun of and detest together. It just breaks my heart.

And what about the people they hurt while they go through this metamorphosis? Do they care? They used to. They used to care a lot. What a shame that they changed...